Fuck Fear

Am I safe to feel what I feel?

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I feel so much for you

But I don’t know how you feel

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So I feel unsafe

And then I wanna bury it

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In case you don’t feel the same way about me

That way I’m safe from getting hurt

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But doing this is exhausting

So instead a healthier way to put this

So I don’t spiral

So I can self regulate

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Are you consistently moving towards me?

And you are

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More than I expected you would

But I’m happy you exceeded my expectations

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Cause it allows me to feel all of this

Without shame

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To think of our memories together without guilt

Or sadness

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I can just freely feel

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I can love you

And fall all over again

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Without fear

To admit

I love you more than words can describe

And the only way to truly understand

Is if you were me

Then it would all make sense

Without it making sense at all